now ii know, although saying goodbye hurts alot, it's the only way out for you and me .
it had been one month and 21 days, but ii'm still not any different from what ii was before .
everytime ii walk on the same route you and ii used to walk together, those sweet moments, those wonderful memories....
flashbacks of you comes back again. again and again.
and the more ii think about it, the more hurting, the more sad ii feel .

though ii know it very well that once feelings are gone, they will never come back anymore,
and ii seriously can see that you love what you are now.
but ii dont know why, ii still cant get over you .
it just seems impossible to do so. so hard. so cruel. ):
ii've tried . ii've really tried. maybe it just wasnt hard enough.
letting go of all the memories, isnt as easy as you think.

记忆在我的心中翻滚。真希望每个人都不要像我一样笨。
而只怕再问对彼此都太残忍，我能感觉另外一个人。。。

ermm, hello! (: uu know today, ii tried on rachael's degreeless spectacles? LOL (: ii look super weird in it larhh. o.o dont know how to comment on it, but really, super weird HAHA.

hmm, so, today... pe was ermm, okays larhh. but got this super rough girl hor. tskk, the ah ma larhh! ppl want catch ball then go pull my hand down. zai lorhh. still whack my specs ): dont care uu already . hehehe.

chinese was retarded. cause zheng lao shi didnt come ): then come this relieve teacher. forgot her name already LOL, but she got a super strong barbie doll qiang . HAHA.
cause chinese lesson was like, after pe mahhs? then ii am like, super duper thirsty. and as uu know, teoh jeng yu will never bring a water bottle to school derhhs, hehe. so always kop from nicole's water bottle. but then. so de freaking unlucky, her bottle no more water already! O:
so ii was like, asking her to go and refill it.
hmm, then she asked the teacher if she can go to the watercooler, and the dunno what name teacher ask her to refill it after lesson? -.-
ppl going die of thirst already sia. if ii can even last till after HER lesson, then ii must be damn zai. O: so ii have no choice, but to borrow minyee's bottle. HAHA.
drank a little bit, but at least, there's still some water consumption larhh LOL, wont die so early hehe. which is why uu guys can see me posting this thing here (:

so she gave us comprehension to do...
and as usual, nicole and ii chiong-ed damn fast, then do finish already, went to refill the bottle and then we started talking. (: but after awhile, the dunno what teacher come to our table and ask us to read something and keep quiet. -.- got problem de lorhh. all other teacher is like, if we done finish our work, then have free time derhhs.. then this teacher so jiatlat one.. tskk, and everytime we talk abit, she will come over and shut us up. arghh.
so we abit pek cek already. when we see her coming over to our table, we will just start reading the ke wen aloud LOL, so she can do nothing about it. hahaha! (:
conclusion: today chinese lesson sucks. LOL

maths, geography and speech and drama was like usual lorhh.
hmm, then science.. (: MR XIONG! haha. although ii wasnt really listening to what he's talking today.. LOL, cause ii was chionging some stuffs, *shhh*
but yeahh, left class at 1.25pm, thus missing 35minutes of looking at him. ): nicole shuang lorhh! haix..

cca was great today! (: okays, other then the lost of many water when rehearsing LOL!
got the co tee, hmmm, xs wors O: it LOOKS super small larhh. but when ii wear it, it's like quite alright larhh. haha, just that the sides abit too big lorhh, but nevermind (: ii like! HAHA.